Wake up call...

Well, a lot have happened in this awfully long time I haven't wrote anything ( or more preciseley haven't posted anything). So what I have been up to? Let's say I had some personal ass kicking to do. People say life is complicated but really it is quite simple: If you don't like it-change it. Don't like your job? Find another one. Are you not happy in your relationship? Maybe single isn't a bad idea. By now I can almost hear some of us moaning that it isn't that easy, please listen for a minute. There is another option. Once I read that you cannot change the world but you can change the way you look at it. How I learned that?
I have been swiming against the current for a while, looking for something. A state where I can live and be happy. I was once happy, people were drawn to me, I felt free and in my own way perfect. I could laugh about my mistakes. It happened when I just started to live in Denmark when for the first time in my life I found a way of simply living, I become myself. So what was wrong with me now? Where I lost it? I guess along the way I somehow started to push myself to be happy. Okay, let's be honest I struggled for it. What I have learned just before my 21 st birthday was that in life anything but happiness shouldn't be  a struggle.
Just before my birthday I met a person who helped me see the good in myself and around me. All this time I have been standing in my own way to hapiness, cutting off everything I could gain in my life. In every area of my life. Whose in the same boat? HA! I bet quite  a lot. Well since I realized that I pretty much love everything about my life I had to change the way I looked at what I have. Bam! World suddenly seemed more colorful, energy I didn't knew existed started to run trough my veins. I could say I fell in love with my life again but really I just got my wake up call. I mean where is the point to pretend to be someone else- when you are a amaizing person without lies and masks. The trick is that when you stop pretending people come to you and so does hapiness. But what's even better? You have put a feet in a doorway of who you can become. Take whatever you love and turn it into something meaningfull.
And now that I have a lot to say, again, I'm ready for more challenges. The first one would be joining 15 habits of Great Writers at goinswriter.com

As for my novel I have got through like one fifth and I have decided to give it a little bit of break to find my voice and become a writer. Because I am one...

Please leave a comment- I'm eager to know if you work for your happiness or you let yourfelf be?